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Email: "I am very glad to have you as a friend and I really hope this friendship leads us to something better so I can have the honor of having you back in my heart."

Text: "I just wanted to tell you that you have been on my mind all day today and I miss you so bad"

The ex-boyfriend is not making it easy for me to stick to the plan. It would all be easier if one of us cheated or said something horrible to the other person. Damn.

I've never had a man fight to be with me.