waiting

I am NOT waiting by the phone. I swear. I am not in so deep that I feel sick thinking that he will never call. I've been there and know how it feels---that is how I will feel in about 2 days if he hasn't called.

No, I am not waiting. I am, however, counting the days. This is a good test to see if he really is worth the effort.

Not a game. Just a countdown. We are now at 1 1/2 days. So far, that means nothing.