Beautiful weather, the return of short summer dresses, and a haitus from birth control all leave me inspired. I now want to make changes to my life that will feed hope for the future.
It is time to start working out again. A lot. I don't care about losing weight (although I should) but I need to rebuild muscle and stamina. I will go back to the pool. I downloaded music and prompts for Couch to 5K, which I know will last about a week before I give up in pain.
I shaved my legs ABOVE the knee and began the long process of transforming my feet from a calloused mess to smooth and beautiful.
Yes, people, it is time! I am ready for hopeful living! This is the beginning of a journey to prepare for great things ahead...
I decided this week that I want to spend a long stretch of time preparing for sex.
You read that correctly. Sex.
As of today, I will live as a woman who hopes to have lots and lots of sex in the future. Not just getting laid, but good sex. I am talking about love nest weekends in which you do nothing but eat, drink, sleep, and get it on. Over and over again.
If I found the man of my dreams right now and we made love, I would be mediocre at best. I am way too out of shape. The prep time for anyone to see me naked in the next couple of months would be exhausting. I'd be worn out before we even started!
Now I am going to live as a woman who hopes to have great sex far in the future. I don't have time, energy, or a desire to fall in love any time soon. I don't even want a man in my house or on my phone. I do want to have something to look forward to...to live in hope.
Hope for a lot of great, sweaty, dirty, loving, committed sex.
Lap pool, here I come!
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